Love, I've got to feel it
If you put your trust in me
I know what my life would be
Oh, you are all I ever need
I try to hear what you say
So I pray
But you're fading away
Don't go and break my fragile heart
We won't fall apart
'Cause you're my only star
I wonder why my tears come at night
Calling you, so like a little child
All the things you have in mind
I wish I could see your insides
My love, you've got to feel it
And if we put our trust in you and me
You know what our lives would be
Oh, you are the one, I believe
All because!
All because...
All because!
All because...
All because I let go of those hands!
Yes...
It's all your fault, Yu-kun.
Did I... abandon her?
Did I abandon someone yet again?
If it's something I can obtain,
I'll go get it.
And if it's something I can't obtain...
I won't desire it in the first place.
If it's a battle I can win, then I'll fight.
If it's a battle I know I'll lose, then I'll avoid it from the outset.
Now that I think about it,
I've always done things that way.
I arranged them so neatly, too.
Entropy always increases.
It's meaningless to decrease it in the hope of increasing it.
That's true. I agree with you on that.
It's also meaningless to meet someone when you know that you'll just end up separated.
If I said that, I wonder if being born just to die would be considered meaningless as well.
Kuze, are you really okay about Miki-chan?
Yeah. Of course.
No worries, Nagi.
With this, I feel like I can spend the rest of my life in peace.
I feel like I'm going to have that dream again.
and
What do you want, Senpai?
Are you going back?
Are you going back to Amamiya's place?
Yes.
Because it's my home.
Don't!
Why not?
If you go back, he's going to do it again!
It's the only place I can return to.
I'm not going to let you go back to him!
Please let me go.
Do you really want to go back?
Do you want to go on enduring it?!
Why are you concerned now?
Believe
Is weeding your new hobby now, Yu?
Nagi...
I heard about it.
When in the world did you become Kuze's fiancée?
I just thought that something like that would be for the best.
A lie that could be discovered so easily?
That's not important.
It got results.
As long as Miki-chan knows that Kuze wants to distance himself from her,
the words used on the surface don't matter.
They're not important if she can see through his mask.
What's hidden inside is his true nature.
Does he need to continue concealing his true nature?
When we were still in school, Kuze had feelings for me.
You didn't know?
No...
That's news to me.
He knew that I had feelings for you.
That's why he chose to keep quiet.
I see.
I never expected a womanizer like him to value friendship more. It must be his morals.
That's not it.
It's just that he won't enter a competition he can't win.
Oh, wow. I was like that back then.
Nagi...
Yu, are you also still hanging on to a competition from the past?
Who knows? I've already forgotten.
You look back a lot, don't you?
I've got eyes in the back of my head too, that's all.
And also...
I don't feel like the competition has ended.
Touch
Why did you decide to tell me everything about it now?
What are you talking about?
Why didn't you tell me earlier?
You really say some unreasonable things.
Would it have made a difference if I'd told you earlier?
Would you have done anything for me if I had?
If I'd told you earlier...
would you have come to love damaged goods like me?
That's...!
You're a cruel person.
This is revenge.
It's a small revenge against you for abandoning me.
But it's only natural, right?
Even when you were at the orphanage, you lived by yourself,
despite being caught in an abyss of misfortune.
You did everything by yourself, from the beginning to the end.
That's why there was no room for an outsider like me.
I wanted you to have a taste of my pain, even if only a little bit.
That's why I approached you.
I tried to make you fall in love with me.
I cut my own shoes with this.
Then... about the bullying...
I really was being bullied.
I used it to my advantage,
because I thought it would greatly appeal to your strong sense of justice.
"If you despise me, you can kill me."
My brother said that and gave this to me...
on that Christmas night.
You know, this is my protective charm.
Because as long as I have it, I can be free whenever I want.
That is the one and only thing that has kept me going.
The
Please tell me about Kuze-san.
You should ask him yourself.
If I could, I wouldn't be so concerned!
You could only call this an effort if you did your best and actually solved the problem.
I thought about making an effort,
and I concluded that coming to ask you would be the fastest way.
You confessed your love and were rejected right away, huh?
You were lucky that you only went through a small amount of pain.
He's an adult.
I'm not a child either!
Problems certainly arise when both of you look forward, don't they?
I think that the current Kuze-san looks backward a lot.
He also has eyes in the back of his head.
If you really want to confront Kuze, remember one thing.
You can rely on him, but don't take his word for anything.
How come?
Because he's a liar.
A liar?
Just remember that.
Kuze-san is not a liar.
If he really was, wouldn't it have been easier for him to say that he hated me?
Because he's so honest, his lies are easy to detect.
Follow
On phone: From Onii-chan. Six months ago Kuza-san was stricken by a heart attack during a concert. After that, he retired from musical activities. Since then, he has been recovering at his home in Australia. no other information has been released to the public.
Apparently, no other information has been released to the public.
I see.
When I told him the story about Kuze-san, onii-chan was shocked as well.
Does Hiro-senpai know Kuze-san too?
Onii-chan is a fan of Kuze Shuichi.
When he draws, he always listens to Kuze's albums!
Is that so?
He says that he can see colors within the sounds of Kuze-san's violin.
Colors?
Yeah. He said that it feels like every color in the world is held inside.
Although I don't know exactly what he means by that.
I understand.
Huh?
The tone that Kuze-san plays is so vivid, so deep, and so clear.
But the last time I heard it, not all the colors were there.
I felt... as if some colors were missing.
Wait a moment!
Mail
Internet
Camera
iApps
Data
Tools
Email Menu
Compose New Message
Inbox
Sent
Search
He said that perhaps Kuze-san is uncertain about something.
"Although it's probably different for each person, if you're uncertain,
adding certain colors may not be possible."
He suggested that perhaps you can't color the parts where there's uncertainty.
Hiro-senpai sure talks big.
That was Miyamura-senpai.
On phone: From Miyamura-senpai. Perhaps he's uncertain about something? Although it's probably different for each person, if you're not uncertain, you should be able to add some kind of color. Maybe it's not possible to color parts where there is uncertainty...?
Both Miyamura-senpai and onii-chan were looking for the colors they lacked.
Maybe I was the same way.
I don't know all the complexities,
but I'm sure that everyone becomes a little uncertain...
when they find out they're going to die.
If anything, I think his uncertainty is causing him to try and throw things away.
All sorts of things.
Throwing things away because he's uncertain?
Aren't some things painful if you treasure them deeply?
If the darkness cuts the memory
And it still doesn't stop
What is it...
Himura-kun?
I see. So it's about Yuko.
Yeah.
Oh, you just heard about it?
It's not like I prevented her from telling anyone, so she should've just talked to you.
Hey!
What the hell are you saying?
Do you have any idea what you've done?!
Could it be... that you're here to kill me?
Then that's fine. Go ahead and kill me.
Just kill me. I'll be grateful.
But what do you plan on doing after that?
You're aiming for the top rung, aren't you?
Are you going to throw away your status as a scholarship student?
Just kidding.
You're not one to put a trifling matter like that on the same scale as this.
Did Yuko tell you to kill me?
Yuko would never say something like that.
Well then, you're the one who wants to kill me, correct?
That's not true!
Surely, you're not going to say that it's for Yuko, are you?
My, my. You're truly a child.
What?!
Can you... see the colors?
Your assumptions are going to bring Yuko misfortune again.
Yuko has been afraid of being alone...
ever since you rejected her when she was young.
Why are you trying to take away Yuko's home?
A place like this isn't Yuko's home!
I see.
Well, since you reached that conclusion after much thought,
do as you like.
Why do you think Yuko never went to the police or the school or anyone else?
She's a girl, after all.
She couldn't possibly tell a stranger about something like this, could she?
If I were to die, all of it would leak out.
Every last bit.
Basically, you're going to reveal Yuko's disgrace and shame her, for your own selfish reasons.
What's wrong?
Aren't you going to do it?
Aren't you going to kill me?
That's the reason you came here, isn't it?
Now...
You came here without the courage to kill?!
You brat, you only have a vision of courage, but you're incapable of acting!
If you're serious, why can't you do it?!
Don't hesitate!
Hate me from the depths of your heart!
Hate with all your might!
If you're serious, why can't you do it?!
I told you.
If you want to make Yuko yours, then prepare yourself.
Next time you come, be really prepared.
If not, I'll kill you.
Form
Yo, Nagi.
Did you buy some cigarettes for me?
Good evening!
Kuze-san?
A certain violinist was hiking in the mountains.
It was a path that he knew well, but perhaps due to carelessness,
he slipped and fell off the cliff.
And in order to protect his hands, which are a performer's life,
he hit his head on a boulder and died.
I told you never to come see me again, didn't I?
Umm, I wanted to talk to you about something!
I have nothing to say to you.
Well then, would you like to go out for some soft-serve ice cream?
My treat.
Would you please disappear?
What should I do?
"Do?" What do you mean?
I definitely don't want us... to part like this.
Mizuki-chan, do you love me?
Yes.
Do you really love me?
Yes!
Why?
"Why?" I—
Why are you standing there?
Why are you standing there shamelessly like that?
Why are you looking at my eyes?
Why are you listening to my voice?
Why are you in front of me?
Why
Why are you speaking to me?
Why are you following me around?
Why are you trying to care for me?
Why won't you leave me alone?
Why did you meet me?
Why did you get to know me?
Why did you appear in front of me?
Why did you become attached to me?
Why are you smiling?
Why are you meddling?
Why are you in a good mood?
Why are you so happy?
Why aren't you crying?
Why are you cheerful?
Why are you always so pleasant?
Why do you always watch everything?
Why do you always know everything?
Why do you always forgive everything?
Why are you pleased with everything?
Why do you distress me?
Why do you move me?
Why do you baffle me?
Why do you hurt me?
Why do you make me suffer?
Why do you attack me?
Why do you bully me?
Why do you step on me?
Why do you beat me up?
Why do you crush me?
Why do you tear me apart?
Why do you pound me?
Why won't you forgive me?
Why won't you understand me?
Why do you make me cry?
Why do you give me hope?
Why do you make me despair?
Why do you force me?
Why do you bind me?
Why do you disturb my heart?
Why?
Why? Why?
Why?!
Why do you try to answer?
Because...!
Why do you act familiarly?
Why haven't you gone home yet?
Why are you still there?
Why...
do you exist?
Why is it...
Why...
do you do something like this?
Why...
do you do something so useless?
Why...
do you do something so stupid?
Why...
I can't...
I can't die yet!
How could I... die like this?!
There are still a lot of things I want to do.
A lot that I want to see... A lot that I want to hear!
I don't want to die!
Even music... and the violin... I still...!
Damn it!
I'm going to live, even if it kills me!
Live!
Not yet!
I want to live.
Not yet!
I don't want to goddamn die!
hikaru kaze odayaka ni
The shining wind calmly sways from gaps in the clouds.
kumoma kara yureru
hibikiau oto ga kirameite
The echoing sounds sparkle.
nakushikaketa kibou sae
Even if it's a hope that was nearly lost,
kitto mitsukerareru hazu
I should be able to find it again
anata no oto
Holding firmly onto your sound,
gyutto dakishime
I don't let go of your hand joined with mine.
tsunaida sono te wo hanasanai
wasurenaide taisetsu na koto
Please don't forget the important things.
egao wa mirai ni tsuzuiteru
A smile continues on into the future.
Welcome home, Yuko.
I'm home.
You're going to catch a cold. Hurry up and change.
Yes, onii-san.
Why...
are you doing this now?
Throwing everything away, and liquidating everything.
ef - a tale of melodies.
Reutter.
Can you hear it? The melody of truth.